I just gotta stop making songs about people in my past...it just hurts even more knowing that my love isn't even worth the tides of time...What is it that I am doing that makes my life delusional and with the aspect of harsh character-trials on my heart? Where does it say that I'm destined to suffer this much before my second Quarterlife? I can't stand it any longer...therefore, I'm stopping...
Stopping the world that I loved and cherished...
Stopping the friendship that I had...
Stopping the procrastinating and prolonging this pain inside of me...
It's all gotta stop...
She doesn't see that it hurts me to know that waiting, when I used to wait all the time...can't do it anymore...I need to know, and if leaving it to time and not knowing what you want doesn't seem fair...
Maybe I'm ridiculous...and maybe I'm a bit impatient...but just deal with it now, and if you can't work it out head-on, maybe I'll just give you that time then...I can't be the one if I'm not even being acknowledged as anything short of a friend...
I tried friendship...
I tried holding my feelings back...
I cannot...therefore...I gotta leave this...leave you out of my life...
So maybe I can think...
Heartache never felt soo much like this...
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