Love and Forgiveness...

I want to give love to everyone.
I want to receive love by everyone.

For few, I can name those who misunderstood my love that I give.
To those, my love seems like I can't let go, back/forth, making passes, not worth being a friend, or by their reasons, my giving of "too much love." However, when I realized my confidence to face my inner demons, it made my mind clearer and I realized that I can truly give love always.

With my love, I bring to everyone happiness, peace, mutual respect, friendship, trust and especially, positive love so those I give love to will give love to others. I do this in the fullest emotional capacity - give love on all levels to prove LOVE REALLY DOES CONQUER ALL. Letting go of fears from any doubt of love is amazing. Its impact affects all in the capacity to feel love. Just try it.

Thus, I ask for forgiveness from whatever animosity, wrongdoing, and misconceptions of me from those who have misunderstood this love I give. I want nothing more than the mutual respect I deserve, and because I do forgive them for what harm or animosity they have put upon me. I only ask this forgiveness because their love relates me to the freedom of inner peace that I, like all people, deserve.

For instance, with me being one less person to feel animosity towards, once that person gives in mutual respect and forgiveness, they will see love capable of surpassing all the negativity in the world and bringing them closer to giving out love and having a sheild from harm. Who would want to harm someone who gives nothing but love? The positivity in love outweighs any negative harm wanting to be done to someone who gives love. Which is why I dare give love endlessly and with all the capacity of love in me.

With freedom by loving always and by forgiving others, I can set my soul free from any harm. I will not stop giving love, I will always keep my heart open to those that want love and I will always show forgiveness.

Even if I have my mistakes, I know I am not perfect, which is why I ask to be forgiven by any of my misconceptions and mistakes.

For those that might have scorned me, burned me, blocked me, deleted me, hurt me, abused me, hated me, despised me, ridiculed me, and all the reasons to dislike or hate me, I forgive you. I FORGIVE ALL OF YOU. (^_^)b

All I ask now is forgiveness in return from the following people:
My Father
Tara Shaw
Christine Mergillano-Banda
Jenee Jue
Tawny Leong
Valerie Elvira Morales
Mai Nguyen
Maribel Hermosillo

*This list ranges from family, childhood bullies, crushes, friends, and exes.
*This is all I ask fron each of them.
*These are the only eight people I need to ask forgiveness from.
*This list is actually small because all others in my life understand my capacity of love and/or have forgiven me as I have them.
*People in my life deserve to be loved without any animosity between us.
*NO ONE deserves to be scorned, burned, ignored, hurt, abused, hated, despised, ridiculed, or even all the reasons to be disliked or hated.
*NO ONE DESERVES THAT OR HAS THE HUMAN RIGHT TO DO SO TO OTHERS. IT'S JUST PLAIN HURTFUL TO THE HUMAN SPIRIT.

I am starting to understand now why all those saints, monks, Jesus, God, Allah, Buddah, and all of those who reached the fullest capacity to give love in every religion, faith, belief, and spirituality, unconditionally give love constantly.

It's an amazing feeling to know that due to loving always, no one can stop me or harm me at all. It's an energy force field that reflects and protects me with positivity and giving that warm fuzzy feeling that is love; an enlightened life worth living by all means in the fullest capacity of love.

I might be unemployed, slightly homeless, without money, and without a partner to connect to, but I have something no one can take from me: LOVE.

YOU can do this as well...
To love beyond any reason or doubt...
Give forgiveness and let go of the precursor of any animosity...
Just love with all your heart...
To not give love to others is just plain ridiculous...

I give love to others as I am doing for myself, and I HAVE SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE...YOU SHOULD TRY IT TOO!
(^_^)v