Out of all the signs, I know that I am meant to be where I am with whom I love. In the many times that I was impatient and pushed things to happen, I just have to have confidence in what I have and where I am at. By saying this, I mean the crazy things that can happen in just a night.
Tonight, I had the most interesting night with Crystal, her girl that she's dating, and her friends, at her birthday party at Tokyo Delves (which is an awesome place for sushi, btw). Entertainment, Sake bombs and food went on for about 2 hours and people getting in their altered states of minds and that was the happy time. We were supposed to end up in WeHo at Truck Stop when we were done, but ended up driving back drunken, sick people to Long Beach. As the drive continued from North Hollywood to Long Beach (with me driving), I've gotten to know the girls and Crystal's new girl, Tabitha. However, while driving, there was drama and convos over the girls and something about friends touching up on each other and the birthday girl, Tabitha being called Brittney, which is Crystal's ex-gf, people being written on with eye liner, these drunk ass women and wanting to throw up, and what not. That bit of drama happened only in an hour, and I had to calm down Tabitha, Crystal and all the girls. Tabitha, ended up getting heated (thank goodness she rode shotgun or there would have been a fight in the back), and I just had to distract her from getting into that fight. By the time we got to Crystal's apartment, Tabitha wanted to leave to go back and head to Truck Stop, but instead, I convinced her that it would be late getting back and to just drink out everything at the apartment and just chill it all down, especially since the girls felt bad about what went down.
So Tabitha and I, went on a beer run, and we talked about her drama from the car on the way for alcohol and back. I got to know and understand that she and Crystal are in this blossoming relationship, even if they are just dating. She doesn't want things to be drama-filled and decided to drop what went down in the car. She was also there when I did kiss Crystal last wednesday at Booby Trap, but all that drama was squashed and we talked it out too. I did have my bit of drama, but I'm glad I was driving (and wasn't that drunk) and that I was not in that whole mess that just happened in the car. Dra-ma. That is all I can say. Dra-ma.
Tabitha actually is a cool person, and I'm glad that she is civilized and calm enough to sort out things. I do hope her dating situation with Crystal does work out. With her understanding (even being only 22), she made me realize that there are people willing to be adults, sort out things, and can end the drama. She also made me realize that there are younger people who do understand these things despite their age.
So everything's all okay, a few drinks and more talks at the house happened and now everyone is sleeping. The only thing for me is trying to get back to my house tomorrow. O_o
For me tonight though, I'm glad that I didn't get into any of this new drama. I'm happy and very proud that all I could think about was Maribel. And when she called, all I wanted was to keep talking to her, tell her about my day, and hear about hers. But I know only to do that slowly with her.
All I think about now, as I lay here blogging from my phone ready to take my lil nap is what Maribel said to me before we ended or conversation, "Well, it's all a process." When she told me this and we were talking about each other and about working things out, I could tell that light of love is still there in her. Drama may have happened tonight, but for me its an ending of that drama. I'm slowly getting out of it and ridding myself of old habits as well. My drama is on its own level and must be dealt with when with Maribel, who makes me smile everytime I'm talking to her.
I'm really in love with Maribel and I can see that we're working this through...I can't wait to be silly with her (if she isn't already)... (^_^)v
Tonight was an interesting night, didn't think I'd be here in Long Beach, or with a bunch of girls and their drama-filled drunkeness. However, all I know and can think about is my one and only, Maribel...
Her tender loving care keeps me knowing that I'm getting stronger inside with this trust I have for her...and that I am really in love...
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